Monday, September 2nd, 2002
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4:58 pm - uhhhdoes this sound white ?
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the boy walks to his room
visions of a mushroom
wich will it be stardom or DOom
he sees things better from a dark hollowed out tomb
he stabs his mother at birth only to bleed his womb
downsyndrom came donwsyndrom went he hates life he has no money to be spent he will never afford rent his life at homes not ment to be how come this nigga can neva be free close your eyes and think not pray god could never bring me away from strife video games verse life fuck reality darkness for eternity the only lites from a flash lite I cant FIght wit no might so wheres the mic
touch peoples deep shit from my heart shit Up outta the darkness bring the rise shit ill still never be shit so fuck shit why care shit if there no shit fuck my life shit fuck your life shit visions of hangin wit my throat slit just think shit u think your shit wheres your shit u aint shit bullets thro pussies when pussies nap shit violence thro handguns to be shit your better jsut to eat shit i got the mind shit to sedate shit ill be shit while u dont see shit up outta the mist comes this real nigga shit up outta the mist comes Real shit and i wont play games to be the realist fuck these conformist ill never conform shit so think twice before a hater talk shit uhhhhh nine outta ten ill bring the depth one from the heart straight to your death and ill breathe in your last breathe a evil niggas hate wrath blah blah blah and still have time for your girl to go bath on crack this niggas to real to not getta from the back .... better yet while i stay real you go younger and fuck pretten bitches after u shoot smack ... u rock bottom pussies will never be anything only bitches give your phone rings all ya'll aint even worth mentioning ....
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Sunday, September 1st, 2002
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11:52 pm
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and a what the fuck didda bitch say
dis bitch say thatta he know me and told me how things go
yo u dont know me U cant harm me Im the one and only but im down wit tha family and so how we gonna role
dice up niggas like a vegetable- shoot em up twice so they land on the table ? U live u tell stories bitch aint gonna be no aesops fable ? ILL shoot a nigga if he own a dradle too
im too reall to associate out side my crew
so talk shit bitch once your black and blue
the eyes in the back of my head see right thru
the only lie i told is i aint got no CREW
one on one bitch ME verse U leave the boys behind cuz if they come i gotta call up War and this hoe aint werth war this hoes jsut worth Whore dime sales in tha back of tha liquer store
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11:52 pm
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and a what the fuck didda bitch say
dis bitch say thatta he know me and told me how things go
yo u dont know me U cant harm me Im the one and only but im down wit tha family and so how we gonna role
dice up niggas like a vegetable- shoot em up twice so they land on the table ? U live u tell stories bitch aint gonna be no aesops fable ? ILL shoot a nigga if he own a dradle too
im too reall to associate out side my crew
so talk shit bitch once your black and blue
the eyes in the back of my head see right thru
the only lie i told is i aint got no CREW
one on one bitch ME verse U leave the boys behind cuz if they come i gotta call up War and this hoe aint werth war this hoes jsut worth Whore dime sales in tha back of tha liquer store
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11:52 pm
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and a what the fuck didda bitch say
dis bitch say thatta he know me and told me how things go
yo u dont know me U cant harm me Im the one and only but im down wit tha family and so how we gonna role
dice up niggas like a vegetable- shoot em up twice so they land on the table ? U live u tell stories bitch aint gonna be no aesops fable ? ILL shoot a nigga if he own a dradle too
im too reall to associate out side my crew
so talk shit bitch once your black and blue
the eyes in the back of my head see right thru
the only lie i told is i aint got no CREW
one on one bitch ME verse U leave the boys behind cuz if they come i gotta call up War and this hoe aint werth war this hoes jsut worth Whore dime sales in tha back of tha liquer store
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Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
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10:06 pm
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im pretty sure its been pretty long sense i was told to leave your shit so its been pretty long to hear bout this car crash shit things moove on and when things go on people grow up and IM more mature then you so what the fuck lifes notta a huge party your rock bottom and you got ugly and now your fake and have no goals to make all u do is break and im pretty sure your lifes not worth the take
Ill watch u give heartache to stupid guys that see nothing but your hair
IM gonna live and watch u do nothing cuz these guys aint shit and your hair sux
all dressed up for the first and u aint shit
id rather watch u get your throat slit times four
your voice makes me sick and you look like shit
ill just watch u talk and maybe pistol whip and shit
watch u bite your lip.... everything u say digs your own crypt and shit
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9:56 pm
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and why the fuck they tryin to put me on the market
im just like school children im just ready to outline my fuckin hand wit a marker
standin all alone wit a gun on the corner of parker where the thugs ride
i keep it on safety in the bushes where i hide
cuz this year isnt gonna be a bonnie and clyde theres only one brain behind the masses now when these bitches talk its me that bring them to there asses now..some say Vulture its notta about color anymore its culture
and this nigga lookin into the future before he yaps one
these cats dont know shit all about the fun but they dont see shit come and when they do they run and To the middle of the street just me and gun
and when you think im done the shit just starts
and dont talk shit and say i dont own the hearts when the heart is what i stand up for when i say stop these poeple hit the floor but ill still let CArmen DE la Ropta go
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Thursday, August 15th, 2002
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11:05 pm
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no matter what they see ill still be the ALL coast nigga
create my own coast to rock the most tell your girl to back off she gross and this nigga aint makin a toast this nigga drinks the hardshit still
aint about money i own no dolla bill but if u will i still got class who needs money when u rock that ass i dont neeed the cash to crash and lash these bitches
seven eleven was the only respectable place them girls were from the waste up and i was drunked up i didndt give a fcuk today and thats why they gave me a chance my mother fuckin middle name is not romance its DOWnsydrom
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Wednesday, August 14th, 2002
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4:47 pm - so kiss me hard cuz this could be the last time . . . . .
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i aint just gonna walk from this i cant let it slide
why should i get fucked why should i hide
this shit aint my fault the fault can stay un delt i wont even blame shit on u so why thro the blame towards me
i didnt do shit why cant u see why dont u sit and think then breathe before you talk shit thats what i did before i thro shit at you and thought about tellin u to fuckin walk u went at things wrong so this is your song and girl your not shit ive thought that for long so deal think about things me u will never feel and this nigga wasnt ever about all the hype and sex appeal this nigga was real and know u lost it like he said girl "im cleanin out my closet "
i hope u choke twice thatll happen before i turn nice i hope u see blood talk to NOAh about his flood jesus cant do shit now your on the street and when u think u hate me u nod your hed to this beat come to my clubs your niggas is dead meat your bringin the fight so ill bring the reap u and thme will not be whipped ill take u and your family to go straight to the crypt silence will be your last word if your lucky ill let your opinions be heard
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Tuesday, August 13th, 2002
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7:35 pm
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drunkdrunk drunk babbling im bored so i just wanted to let u in on some freestyle action and what not haha
id catch u if you fell id catch u times 4
someitmes i get so pissed i just goto the floor
id rather hit the gutter at nite than have stage fright id rather have stage fright then to fight wit u ... i wish that u would call or soemthing sometime blah blah blah im drunk can i rhyme > ? will this pass time can time fly can time not swerve when he drives home alone can time dial numbers can time talk phone ... time hates me he wastes alot on me we used to hang out for days on end ... i hate time im not goin to pretend watch the world end watch u end up wit him watch me tryda swim watch the water fill up lungs watch u and his tungs watch me puke up shit
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7:35 pm
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drunkdrunk drunk babbling im bored so i just wanted to let u in on some freestyle action and what not haha
id catch u if you fell id catch u times 4
someitmes i get so pissed i just goto the floor
id rather hit the gutter at nite than have stage fright id rather have stage fright then to fight wit u ... i wish that u would call or soemthing sometime blah blah blah im drunk can i rhyme > ? will this pass time can time fly can time not swerve when he drives home alone can time dial numbers can time talk phone ... time hates me he wastes alot on me we used to hang out for days on end ... i hate time im not goin to pretend watch the world end watch u end up wit him watch me tryda swim watch the water fill up lungs watch u and his tungs watch me puke up shit
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Saturday, August 10th, 2002
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5:03 pm
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these bulllets come straight from the heart
you talkin shit brings the start
ill mkae sure more than your life falls apart
bullseye when i thro the dart
these pussies talk shit and thats wait we hate faces
sendin immatators on a long vacation
years go by thats why we smoke pot
just a lil something to make the time go bye
i lived my life accompanied by your whore
and it aint no reason to start war
u neva even seen my face before so grip
grip something tight while i bring the clips full
grip something right while i bring the caps bLow
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Sunday, August 4th, 2002
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9:45 pm
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hey jasmine frolicado next time why dont u and chief potawamaniimiadastacoda just say todays not a good day cuz your ending up at car crash's house and i dont give a fuck "friends" i have to much class to stab
i know im not worthy or real i know i dont have
i know this because i dont step on cracks i smoke it rather than tell u what u lacks or stab these knives tho bitches backs im a honest person and somehow that leaves me Femenin and bitch i dont like to shop
say shit to my face and ill bring the rot
theres more to life than just smoking pot
honesty
loyalty
trusting
beleiving
giving, recievings just lame bitch notta parta the game u dont gotta fuck ne hoe that coem a long boy
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Saturday, August 3rd, 2002
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11:24 pm - a window to break a life to shatter
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i woke up for the first time in a while
i saw notthing exciting so why smile
i think this is got to be the rock bottom theres no lower denile
theres nowhere to ever go look at this pathetic full tank
theres noone to ever talk to look at this low rank
ive been demoted twice in my life another half step down is death i will be beautiful in a casket look at my makeup I will shine pretty across the town
if i wore maekup now id be considered a clown but i know that my syndroms down to up downsyndrom now
i just wish there was soemthing to say " WOW
im gladthat im here" but not breathing my site would stay clear giving me another chance i would say no for the first time and stab my all the all that i could spray the walls pretty dark colors oooooo click chck brk aaahka crack brrrrr a ckkkkkle as chambers smother everything in site .. hey my straightjackets fitting wonderful alice in wonderland . .
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6:24 pm - SO pure
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you from new york you are so relevant
you reduce me to cosmic tears
luminous more so than most anyone
unapologetically alive knot in my stomach
and lump in my throat
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
so pure such an expression
supposed former infatuation junkie
I sink three pointers and you wax poetically
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
so pure such an expression
let's grease the wheel over tea
let's discuss things in confidence
let's be outspoken let's be ridiculous
let's solve the world's problems
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
so pure such an expression
you and I we're like 4 year olds we want to know why and how come about everything
we want to reveal ourselves at will and speak our minds and never talk small and be intuitive
and question mightily and find god my tortured beacon
we need to find like-minded companions
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5:15 pm - precious illusions
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youll excuse me right
in the exact same way they never did
ill be happy right ?
when your healing powers kick in
youll complete me right
then my life can begin
ill be worthy right ?
only when you realize the gem i am
but this wont work now the way it once did
and i wont keep it up even tho i would love to
once i know who im not then ill know who i am
but i know i wont keep playing the victim
these precious illusions in my head
did not let me down when i was defensless
and parting with them is like
parting with invisible best friends
this ring will help me yet as will you know knight in shining armor
this pill will help me yet as will these people gone thro like water
ive spent so long firmly looking outside me
ive spent so much time living in Survival mode
my foundation was rocked
my tried and true way to deal was to vanish
my departures were old
i stood in the room shaking my boots and fell and lost myself im sorry i lost myself im sorry i am ...
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Sunday, July 28th, 2002
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9:54 pm
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late at nite i get the weakest and just like day theres no company
im from the past my name is harmony and this is my fathers friend JEff my fathers name is desmond im not related to him tho he supports a broken home
we dont have money ... we have no phone
when i was 1 he left me home alone i got stuck in the refriderator cuz i was thirsty
u have no idea what its like to be raised in the heroin nursery
u have no idea what its like to be weened off drugs sense u were born
u have no idea how great life is ....never really understood nething until yesterday
yesterday i noticed how things are the same
nobody calls nobody says my name
i have downsyndrom im insane i was dropped from the adorable delivering crane
his wings were clipped and so are mine watch me bleed .. to infinity and beyond ill rise from my crypt
ill be beautiful but still nobody will see me .. life is nothing more than a haunted house heaven
im a geek i sit next to nobody and watch mighty mouse 24/7
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8:20 pm - jeremiah was a bullfrog
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12:08 am - blah has da rabado ingles ahhhhhh
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give me something to think about someone to drewl about give me someone to scream about give me soemone to talk to give me somewhere to walk when i get bored
get me someone thatll lay across the floor and not be bored
give me someone limber notta stiff board
im bored so ill keep rammbling some more
give me a chance id be sure to high score
red blue violet flower type shit only comes when im tripping
now give me someone to care for give me someone to love now 4give me somemore please i didnt do anything on purpose
there aint shit under a niggas mattress i dont play games fuck all these temptress and your mistress the only thing thats stressed is me the only one not blessed is me .. we will hide it next to secondary virginity the one after i got aids
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12:08 am - blah has da rabado ingles ahhhhhh
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give me something to think about someone to drewl about give me someone to scream about give me soemone to talk to give me somewhere to walk when i get bored
get me someone thatll lay across the floor and not be bored
give me someone limber notta stiff board
im bored so ill keep rammbling some more
give me a chance id be sure to high score
red blue violet flower type shit only comes when im tripping
now give me someone to care for give me someone to love now 4give me somemore please i didnt do anything on purpose
there aint shit under a niggas mattress i dont play games fuck all these temptress and your mistress the only thing thats stressed is me the only one not blessed is me .. we will hide it next to secondary virginity the one after i got aids
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Saturday, July 27th, 2002
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11:59 pm - blah has da rabado ingles ahhhhhh
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give me something to think about someone to drewl about give me someone to scream about give me soemone to talk to give me somewhere to walk when i get bored
get me someone thatll lay across the floor and not be bored
give me someone limber notta stiff board
im bored so ill keep rammbling some more
give me a chance id be sure to high score
red blue violet flower type shit only comes when im tripping
now give me someone to care for give me someone to love now 4give me somemore please i didnt do anything on purpose
there aint shit under a niggas mattress i dont play games fuck all these temptress and your mistress the only thing thats stressed is me the only one not blessed is me .. we will hide it next to secondary virginity the one after i got aids
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